Hurting Him

I want to hurt someone. I don’t want to harm him. I just want to hurt him.

As we know, I have a bit of a sadist side to me and as I have grown to embrace this, and other facets of my sexuality, I am learning that “horny”, for me, doesn’t actually mean I just want sex. Right now, I would describe myself as incredibly horny, but I am not particularly wanting to stick my dick into anything as much as I want to just slap someone with it really hard. Now, of course, in my mind that someone looks a lot like Thumper, but time will tell what the week brings and, for once in my life, I am okay with the mystery. It’s just enough to know that I am wanting this power and I am enjoying the great fantasy playing out in my head around it.

Now, of course, I would not be me if I didn’t say I had to think about this new feeling and analyze whether or not I was okay with the idea of being turned on by creating those cries, the reddening skin, the uncomfortable positions, the swelling nipples, and ultimately, the pleasure of the pain.

But, meh, I am tired of thinking.

I think I will just go with it.

3 thoughts on “Hurting Him

  1. “I am tired of thinking.” YES! I’ve been trying forever to find a way to say nicely and with all due respect, “you’re over-analyzing everything.” Please embrace the non-thinking you as much as you can. I know you’re in a profession that seems to require tons of analysis of whatever the client wants, but sometimes you need to let go of it. In the meantime, have fun with Thumper in as many ways as you can.

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  2. Nice post!

    My Master has been playing with this same kind of sadi-horn that is quite different to, but sometimes coincidental (or not) with cock-horn. He has a look on his face when he bites me or whacks me or fucks with my head. It’s different to the look when he is all horned up in the conventional sense and we fuck. He says sadi-horn lives in his belly rather than in his groin. So without thinking, but rather feeling, I wonder where within your body that sadistic urge resides when you feel the desire to hurt Thumper.

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