Today I got an email from a guy who probably wishes that he had not messaged me because he caught me at the wrong time and I fired back in a way that I likely should not have; however, not in a way that has caused me any regrets.
His name is Josh and he wrote:
“I am very disappointed that your blog no longer features hot sex scenes and focuses more on your, evidently, boring life”
I really hate that he thinks my life is boring and that I am apparently not having enough sex for him that it actually disappoints him, but, you know what, I am a bit disappointed I am not having wild and amazing sex too. However, I just had to ask him why he actually cared?
Now, he hit me at a time where I was actually disappointed because today I had planned to have amazing sex, but things happened outside of anyone’s control that quickly eliminated my chance for sex and Josh just hit me at the wrong time. The story behind this is not mine to tell, but it just fit into the groove of the week because during this I had one professional cancellation that led to another cancellation which led to three flight changes and now I am flying across the country tomorrow for a one hour meeting with someone I know nothing about talking about something I know nothing about and then I get to go home early on Thursday versus Friday night. Now, the one hour thing is absurd, but it’s what I do and luckily I will be able to research the “about” while sitting in the metal plane so all is not lost.
So, I wrote Josh a scathing note that contained Thumper language like “fuck off” and “who the fuck do you think you are?” and felt immediately better though he didn’t write back, which is a bit disappointing. So, see, I am disappointed again – ha.
Now, NONE of this is a complaint because, again, every single change of my week was outside of anything that could be controlled and I have had a very relaxing day where I did do some work, but I also took two naps, went to the gym, did a bit of shopping, and snacked all day in the concierge lounge. It’s not even 8pm and I think I may take a relaxing bath. I never get to do that.
This is all weird yet not disappointing at all.